I wake up…
Oblivious to the fact that I’ve been spared another day…Aaagh…Do I have to get up…Do I have to open my eyes.
I become aware of the music, I’m singing along in my head..get carried away by the song, now I just wanna lay here all day and dream..day dream.
Suddenly I stop thinking and manage to jump up our of bed.
Managed to put the idea of where I’m going out of my head.
Afraid that if I think about it, I might not have the will to go.